Monday, April 19, 2010

We always know...

The timing of things always amuses me, because it's either completely awful or eerily spot on. This is something I was reminded of this past weekend, and oddly enough it speaks to both the awful and "psychic side" of my timing:
"Indecision is an unconscious camouflage the mind uses to keep from meeting a situation."
The situation it relates to is upsetting, but I'm happy to have come across this thought again because it really helped put it all in perspective...

We always know the truth or answer. But most of the time we lie to ourselves or fall into a denial because the answer is not what we want to hear and that's when the "I don't know's" start. But there it is, the truth, plain as anything and yet completely obscured behind our inner voice and desires. When things seem at their most tricky or difficult, it's most likely our own doing instead of the situation itself. I guess admitting the truth is never easy, even if we're only admitting it ourselves.

Seeking refuge in a song...